The calm before the storm~FF13/Open~

[Hope Estheim]

Hope sighed and looked around, his mind had begun to wander again. He was just sitting on a grass hill out in the worlds. He barely understood this new place he was in and yet here he was trying to make things a bit to hard for him. He had been thinking about Vanille again, where was she. She had to be here after all didn't she, and he wanted to find her. At that moment sometimes things were just not going to well, and yet he was trying way to hard to get this to stop. The thoughts that flowed through his mind were not good ones, and he was hating it. If that meant anything at all, no one would truly understand him, then again most of them had never actually bothered to try to help him out there. He got up and looked around there was no way for any of this to truly work out he was just way to tired and wanted to rest. He closed his eyes again, trying to dream the dagger clutched in his hand. Lightning had given it to him, and he wanted to just finally find all of them and rest for once without worrying.

People had to understand that right even if they barely understood him he did not wish to have things go wrong. He had been looking around for his friends for the longest time and it was like no ne had seen them. It was worrying him a lot, and he didnt' know if he was going to get this going right now. He was pushing it, and he couldn't sleep, the boy turned over trying to get his mind back in order. 'Vanille...Lightning...I have to give the dagger back to you at one point...' He wanted to find her there was no way for any of this to work and it was just the way it was. Sometimes things happened they had to deal with all of this it might as well just been that way nothing would help them again would they. At times things barely seemed to end up working again, and he was barely able to make all of this work.

He started to walk again wondering if he was doing the right thing there was just a few things he could usually say or do. Not that it would make much sense, sometimes things barely worked out that well. He wanted to know if it was going to work on here. 'They have to be here...right...'And now he didn't know what to do.